Anxiety

I am not one much for anxiety. But here recently, I have been. Not too bad, but it just seems like I am struggling with Satan on a constant daily basis. There just seems to be so much uneasiness all around me. I am not looking forward to the next 36 hours that is for sure. There is nothing I can do about it except ride it out. I know it will be okay, DH says it will and I trust him. I just wish we didn't have to do this. Maybe it is immature on my part, but there has been so much tension in the past year concerning this, that I wish I could just not have to do this.

I know it sounds like I am babbling and not making any sense to those of you that might be reading this. But I really can't mention details. The Lord knows what is on my heart, as does my husband. That is all that matters. I sure could use some prayers to get me through the next two days. I will be much much better after that. I will for sure need a long uninterupted nap when this is all over with. That is for sure. DH says that this will be the last time. He said that before this came up too. We shall see. It is of course in God's hands and I must trust Him to ease my tension. It is another area that I am having a hard time with.

Thank you for letting me rant. I have much to be thankful for and that is what I need to concentrate on.